I am the one people think about at night... and decide to write about

I don't shout about myself—I penetrate.
Into the pauses between thoughts. Into that very state when the lights are already off, but sleep won't come.
I'm not one for quick decisions.
I'm a temptation that's first felt in the body and then understood in the mind.
I experience this pleasant tension: I want to write... but I'm afraid it will only get stronger.
I'm bold not with words, but with confidence.
I know the impact I have, and I don't pretend it's accidental.
I don't promise to be convenient. I promise to be the one people remember when no one's looking.

And yes, people write to me most often at night.
Because it's at night that they become honest.
And it's at that time that they decide to choose women who touch them deeper than just a glance