Sometimes I catch myself thinking strange, yet very feminine thoughts.
For example, about lingerie.

A common question: what color panties should I give a man in my fantasy?
With or without flowers?
Is it cute... or too bold?

It sounds playful, almost humorous.
But in reality, such little details unexpectedly reveal a lot.

Some men smile and immediately begin to fantasize.
Others are embarrassed, but stay in the game.
And some quickly change the subject, as if frightened by the very hint.

And...

Sometimes attraction doesn't arise because everything is perfect.
But because it's too real.

Uncomfortable.
Unpredictable.
Without instructions or guarantees.

A spark can appear between people that's uncontrollable.
It can't be sped up.
It can't be turned off.
It can't be explained with logic.

And that's precisely what's scary.

Especially for those who are used to being in control.
Because with a truly real woman, control ceases to work.

She doesn't fit into patterns.
She doesn't react "as ...

There are women who wait.
And then there are those who choose.

The former observe, doubt, adapt to circumstances and the expectations of others.
The latter sense—and act. Even when it's scary. Even when there are no guarantees.

I've always been interested in one thing:
how men react to a woman who doesn't hide behind hints, doesn't prolong the moment, doesn't play "guess what I mean."

A woman who knows how to be soft—but not awkward.
Tender—but not dependent.

Such a woman doesn't ask permiss...

I must try... EVERY CHOICE I MAKE, every step I take will lead me to the best I am sure of it.

Well, there’s something that I’ve understood so well--

--- In reality, no one is perfect. We are tired. We doubt. Sometimes we get irritated.

I think today many lonely people not because they can’t find a match, but because they don’t want to play a game where both lose in the final. Don’t want to pretend, don’t want to pretend, don’t want to lie to themselves.

And maybe now is the best time to...